Beware!! Whine to follow!!!!!!!!!

Okay...you've been warned. I feel like such a crybaby.

On Saturday morning, I had an awful gallbladder attack. I've never had such pain. It is my new standard for pain levels. And I have a high tolerance for pain. Guess not. So surgery is scheduled for Monday.

Then, on Sunday, I was cutting onions for burgers and cut my right index finger.

And on Monday, I slammed my left middle finger in the front door.

*wailing and gnashing of teeth*

I am now on a health drive. I'm going to get and feel healthy if it kills me.







Okay...maybe that shouldn't be my ending point. I don't know how I'm going to go about it, but I'm going to get healthy.

Okay. I feel better now. Thanks for listening.

Oh...and because I have only marginal use of my dominant hand, I haven't been able to scrap for the Winter Wonderland Crop over at Scrapadilly. I haven't even been able to upload my creations from Friday nite at Drea's. *sigh* Maybe the next one!

He said it first

I have, through painful experience, learned not to take things for granted. Today, when I was dropping him off for school, Nick said "I love you" first. Maybe you've never been in the "mom" places I have - and I would say you're lucky - but where I'm at, that was a special moment I'll hold on to for a while.

I've made some decisions for my life. One of my goals for this year is to be more creative. To not wait until I "have time" or "feel like it" but to work to keep those creative juices flowing regularly.

I've also made it a goal to get healthier. That's not going to be easy, but starting with eating healthier and working in some exercise I'm going to try to be a size healthier by the end of this year.

I've also decided to work on my family. I do a lot of things that get in the way of being a wife and mom. I've told my pastor that I need to quit teaching my class. I'll be praying that God will send a replacement music leader so I can step down from that as well. It will be hard not doing those things - I do love them! - but I need to focus on some somewhat more important things. I want to see Nick healthy. And leaving him to his own devices while I'm off doing all those other things is not the way to get there!

I'm a work in progress. I just want to be a little more deliberate and intentional about the "progress!"

Scrapping like crazy

Well, I have a tidy little bank of $20 or so in my Scrap to Spend account. I have so enjoyed getting back into the art and craft of papercrafting. I really missed it. I don't have any lofty goals. I don't necessarily want to be published. I am not looking to join any design teams. I just want to enjoy a fun and rewarding hobby. And give nice handmade cards to friends and family. That's about it. Not that it wouldn't be nice to be published or to be on a DT somewhere. But those are rewards for pursuing the craft. Not the goal itself.

I got a chance (after fighting off a very persistant bug) to go scrap at Drea's. I love scrapping with her. It's sort of like exercizing with a partner rather than alone. We don't spend terribly much time chatting, which I'm never good at anyways, and she always gives great advice when I'm stumped on what to do next. As a result, I got a ton of stuff done! See the gallery at www.scrapadilly.com if you're interested!

My goal is still just to scrap consistently. I want to do four layouts a month. Or a pair of cards for one layout. Just that many. Not twenty or thirty layouts and lots of projects. Just four. That's do-able!

Scrap to Spend in 2009

I'm going to keep track of my different things for the Scrap to Spend challenge at http://www.scrapadilly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2589 for Scrapadilly this year.

Here are the ways to earn Scrappy Bucks:
For everyone layout you make you get $1 in the Scrappy Account.
Cards are worth $.50
Altered items are worth $5
Entire albums of at least 20 layouts are worth $10
2 pages in small albums count for $1 in your account.
For every 100 posts, add $1 to your scrappy account.
For every thread you start, add $.05 to your scrappy account.
If you are chosen for the Creation of the Day: add $1 to your scrappy account.
If you do a product review you must upload pictures of you using that product to the gallery. For this you will receive $1.
For every referral to our site.........that means if a new member joins and puts your username as the referral, you will receive $1.
For special crops, I may from time to time offer bonus items for you to add to your scrappy account.

And here are my running totals:
layouts $1:
cards $.50:
altered items $5:
whole 12x12 albums (20 layouts): $10
small albums $1/2 pages:
every 100 posts $1 (starting post total 707):
COTD $1:
Product review w/pictures $1:
referrals $1:
other bonuses: